If it's meant to be
It will be.......
yes!! I believe in fate,but not too much. I do believe in destiny but in limits,I am not completely dependent on destiny. I do believe that we make our own destiny.............
here is destiny of my life hitherto.......
I was a good student till my matriculation. I had thought about opting commerce in 11th standard but the conditions were not under my control at that time and I had to opt science(physics,chemistry and devastating mathematics) or should I say,I had to forcefully opt it , now as I got married to science I had to forgot my girlfriend,commerce.Though It was heartbreaking but I had to manage and I had started focusing on my wife.
For a student of science, IIT's and AIEEE's are the only options, as per their parents......uff..the expectations......the worst thing.......Me too was under the expectations of my parents.....expectations of getting good marks in 12th .....and then clearing IIT with good rank and opting for the best field in best engineering college.
But On my very first attempt of 12th board I got failed in Physics and I was like, there is nothing left in my life.I was so depressed.I had given compartmental exam and again what I got was a punch of unsuccessfullness.Neither I got a good rank in IIT-JEE......
I became more worried but then I had re-prepared myself and again filled up the form for 12th,I think that was my biggest mistake,I had an option of giving re-compartment but I had filled up for whole 12th again.......again those subjects.....again those derivations...again those chemical formulae.....and again the pain of re-marrying science, still I continued but this time with coaching for IIT too...................
Again there comes the worst part....the examinations.....Now this was the time of mathematics to let me down. Again I failed but this time in maths......again compartment and again the same results.....but this time I was totally broken......mentally depressed again......... but if you have a supporting family even the most worst time of your life passes with no pain..... I had told daddy this time that I am not made for engineering and I had quit my engineering coaching and this was the time when my daddy had confess that he have done the mistake of putting the burden of science and engineering on my shoulders....he had said a line to me at that time,that were :-"I confess that pushing you towards science was my biggest mistake but now you are doing something of your own choice...now you will be responsible for what wrong happens with your studies" ..........I wanted to do something else.....I had once thought about doing BCA.........but my elder sister had suggested me to join Mass communication ...and this time I got cleared my re-compartmental too......and right now doing my Mass communication course...
I was always good in writing...In school I was known for my writing skills and not for my academics......now I am on the right path.....my destiny have pushed me in the right direction....now sometimes I thought if I had opted for commerce at that time what would I be now, maybe I would have been preparing for CA and preparing again and again and may had my past continue............
That's my destiny :) ........... happy for myself now.....
It will be.......
yes!! I believe in fate,but not too much. I do believe in destiny but in limits,I am not completely dependent on destiny. I do believe that we make our own destiny.............
here is destiny of my life hitherto.......
I was a good student till my matriculation. I had thought about opting commerce in 11th standard but the conditions were not under my control at that time and I had to opt science(physics,chemistry and devastating mathematics) or should I say,I had to forcefully opt it , now as I got married to science I had to forgot my girlfriend,commerce.Though It was heartbreaking but I had to manage and I had started focusing on my wife.
For a student of science, IIT's and AIEEE's are the only options, as per their parents......uff..the expectations......the worst thing.......Me too was under the expectations of my parents.....expectations of getting good marks in 12th .....and then clearing IIT with good rank and opting for the best field in best engineering college.
I became more worried but then I had re-prepared myself and again filled up the form for 12th,I think that was my biggest mistake,I had an option of giving re-compartment but I had filled up for whole 12th again.......again those subjects.....again those derivations...again those chemical formulae.....and again the pain of re-marrying science, still I continued but this time with coaching for IIT too...................
Again there comes the worst part....the examinations.....Now this was the time of mathematics to let me down. Again I failed but this time in maths......again compartment and again the same results.....but this time I was totally broken......mentally depressed again......... but if you have a supporting family even the most worst time of your life passes with no pain..... I had told daddy this time that I am not made for engineering and I had quit my engineering coaching and this was the time when my daddy had confess that he have done the mistake of putting the burden of science and engineering on my shoulders....he had said a line to me at that time,that were :-"I confess that pushing you towards science was my biggest mistake but now you are doing something of your own choice...now you will be responsible for what wrong happens with your studies" ..........I wanted to do something else.....I had once thought about doing BCA.........but my elder sister had suggested me to join Mass communication ...and this time I got cleared my re-compartmental too......and right now doing my Mass communication course...
I was always good in writing...In school I was known for my writing skills and not for my academics......now I am on the right path.....my destiny have pushed me in the right direction....now sometimes I thought if I had opted for commerce at that time what would I be now, maybe I would have been preparing for CA and preparing again and again and may had my past continue............
That's my destiny :) ........... happy for myself now.....
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